My first sponsor said AA meetings are like sex. All meetings are good, but some are better than others. Last Sunday's meeting was great! We had five newcomers out of 12 people. Two of them were returnees, both of whom had recently celebrated their 90 days by going out and getting drunk. I no longer worry about people going out for more research, but I am always thrilled to see them come back.
One of the other newcomers, a
young man with 52 days, shared a beautiful story about fighting off his
demons when he was feeling overwhelmed by a craving. He shared how he
prayed, read the book, and even cried for two-hours until the craving
lifted. As he described what he felt when the craving finally dissolved,
I sensed something of great importance had occurred, not only for him,
but for all of us.
I have come to believe the universe is so
divinely ordered that nothing happens by accident. I trust every single
experience is intended for our highest and best good. Even the ones that
hurt. Perhaps especially the ones that hurt. Those who go out and drink again are supposed to go out and drink again. I welcome the ones who return with open arms and grieve for those who don't.